Monday, May 31, 2010
(khas untuk yati,anas, and farah)
dialogku bersama arwah abg hamzah(23 MEI 1993-23MEI 2010)
kumulai dgn doa semoga Allah memberi kekuatan dan kesabaran dlm menghadapi ujian dari Allah SWT,semoga rohnya dirahmati dan dicucuri rahmat serta ditempatkan dalam kalangan hamba-hambaNya yg soleh..Amin...
tarikh yang bersejarah kembali dan baru saja berlalu sudah,
hari pemergianmu itu dikenang, diredhai dgn hati yg pasrah,
sekali lagi terasa kau mengetuk pintu hati ini,
kau muncul berkunjung ziarah,
membawa pesan yg payah ditelan, hidup amti ditentukan Tuhan..itulah lumrah..
dan hadirmu telah membuat hatiku tidak semena-mena melatah,
dengan soalan-soalan yang jwpnnya membuatku rasa gelisah,
oh!amat susah,mmg payah..,
tak terjawab dek lidah!,
katamu, "jauh benarkah kedua-dua daerah sampai x tersinggah?",
"sibuk sangatkah diri sampai tak teruang waktu untuk menziarah?"
"kotorkah untuk membersih rerumput yang tumbuh melata di tanah di atas rumah?"
lalu hati kecilku terus berbisik,ingin mencelah, cuba membantah, menidakkan apa yg terdedah.
bisik hatiku,
"tapi hakikatnya memang benar sekali!"
berdetik di hati mencerna persoalan hikmah ini,
"cukupkah sekadar doa buatmu yang ku panjat sebagai hadiah?"
dalam khusyuk memohon doa dengan kedua tgn tinggi menadah.
lantas kehadiran kau membuat hati kecilku bersoal lagi,
"dimanakah aku?"
"dimanakah persediaanku?"
"dimanakah arah tuju hidupku"?
"timanakah tahap imanku,takat tawakkalku?"
"dimanakah ikhlasku dalam membantu kekeluargaan?"
"dimanakah usahaku dlm kerjasama kerakyatan?"
"dimanakah jujurkan dalam berkongsi pesan sesama insan?"
oh!betapa besar pesanan membuatku sedar di mana kedudukan sebenar.
kucuba ubah tumpuan dengarnya ,lalu aku pn sungguh bercerita,
"sejak peninggalanmu"..kataku bermula,
"dan demi untukmu"..ku sambung semula,
"maka ketahuilah"..aku terus bermadah,
"dialah IBU dialah ABAH!",
"dia yang tidak pernah kenal erti penat lelah!",
"dialah yg membimbing , yang mendidik, setiap saat mengatur langkah!",
"dia yang tidak gentar, belukar masa sentiasa diredah selagi hidup belum bernoktah",
"agar anak-anakmu membesar dlm suasana kesederhanaan namun ttp ada meriah",
"agar anan-anakmu mengenal amanah da tanggungjawab kepada ummah",
"agar anak-anakmu berusaha gagah, tak kenal erti kalah, tak cepat beralah, tak akan mengalah",
"agar esok kan dtg dgn langit cerah,dengan kecemerlangan diri yang terasah lagi terserlah ",
"agar dpt bersama meneruskan kelansungan hidup menyambung ibadah, menikmati kehidupan nan indah",
sambil beredar pergi kulihat dia tersenyum ceria,
tanda teramat gembira mndpt khabar berita keluarga,
aku pun melambai mesra dan berjanji sambil melaung kata,
"usah bimbang, mereka di sini akan sentiasa berdoa untuk abah tercinta!"..
dan aku di sini juga merasa,
berpuisi dgn luahan rasa,
akanku kongsi bersama,
selagi terizin masa,
juga akanku berganding bahu,
untuk apa yg mereka perlu,
mana yg ku tahu,
sekadar termampu!....
(this is an email sent by mu uncle from doha,Qatar...my beloved one...Wan Iskandar Zulkarnain Wan Shamsudin...he's jus like my father after my dad passed away...he told me,every 23rd of may, his heart will say this...jus like my late dad was there with him...thanx uncle...i do really appreciate it.. :-)...and for my ibu, i luv u...nobody can replace u..u are my dad, and u are my mum...da best mum in da world...)...
Sunday, May 30, 2010
What john gray says in his book, "why mars and venus collide"..men are from mars, women are from venus...
credit to farah hazwani for introducing me this great book...and thanx to alyaa for lending me this book...hehe...i luv it..this book makes me think positively and it helps me how to release my stress...Basically, men and women are differ at all but both, women and men still need each other..he says in his book, "women mistakenly expect men to react and behave the way women do, while men continue to misunderstand what women really need".dats totally rite..i'm 100% agree wif u John Gray....
anybody hasn't read dis book, i would like to suggest u to read it okay..then u'll know why men and women are differ and how to cope with this matter:)...no more tears okay...cheerful.peace.smile..:)
Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends. ------ Cindy Lew
What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. –---- Aristotle
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend------Albert Camus
The best way to destroy an enemy is to make him a friend.----- Abraham Lincoln
"A faithful friend is the medicine of life." ---- Apocrypha
"Friendship multiplies the good of life and divides the evil." ----- Baltasar Gracian
"The best mirror is an old friend." ------George Herbert
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.-- Walter Winchell
Friends are needed both for joy and for sorrow. -- Samuel Paterson
Friendship is the golden thread that ties the heart of all the world.-- John Evelyn
Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief.-- Swedish proverb
A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.-Anonymo
Plant a seed of friendship; reap a bouquet of happiness. -- Lois L. Kaufman
"I keep my friends as misers do their treasure, because, of all the things granted us by wisdom, none is greater or better than friendship."
-- Pietro Aretino
"There is nothing worth the wear of winning, but laughter and the love of friends."
-- Hillaire Belloc
"The rain may be falling hard outside,
But your smile makes it all alright.
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
I know our friendship will never end."
-- Robert Alan
u guys are true,nice and superb frens of mine:)...yana,alyaa,kak dayah,adahikmah,farah hazwani,kayrahaha,ira,lynda,izyani,jujulaika....but,i got no pics with some of u ...sorry...T_T....Y_Y....
i'm in love..yes i'm sure...with moot...i luv u moot..moot makes me busy n automatically i can forget all those bad things that make my mood go down...so now,could u pliss go far far away from me, bad and nonsense things???let me alone..with my moot...hahaha..
no one interested when i start to tell what moot is except my dear farah hazwani and my dear cuzzies in singapore...oops almost forget...my ibu toooo...ibu loves to know bout my moot....
mooting is held in law schools and at the Inns of court, for students as practise for future advocacy. a hypothetical case is presented to students for preparation and they argued before the judges at the moot...
being a lawyer is not my ambition at all..but not now....now,being a lawyer is my dream..n i'll try da best to make sure dat my dream will come true...frens,pray for me....
ok2..i got some pics to be shared...mooting in progress....
these two counsels are on behalf of the appellant..haziq the englishman and Nik Farhan...appeal allowed with costs..congratulations guys...good luck for our 2nd moot....
we're the counsels appearing on behalf of the appellant too....appeal allowed too...yay!!!the one beside me is my learned co-counsel,miss ainatul mardhiah..good job dear....work harder for our 2nd moot so dat our appeal will be allowed again...gambate..:)
mka tension...but i luv u la "LLB"
My new "court" high heels...specially for my moot..:)..thanx to yana n alyaa sbb tolg pilih n tolg blikn...haha..express pny..mls nk kuar smpi ksut pn suh org tolg bli...pndi yana n alyaa...both of u tau kn my taste..tp kt luar xleh pki la ksut ni...sakit kakiiii....stkt nk pkai kejap2 2 okay la.......tp kalau pki yg mahal sure x sakit kaki....sapa mau blnja??haha
i'm so so so happy...u know why??ok la..let me let u know...my dear dude from liverpool will be here, in malaysia dis coming june..11th june....hehehehe....jumping...giggling...thinking....smiling....we gonna learn piano together..hehe..n organ too!!!..i stopped my piano lesson when i was 11..if i'm not mistaken la...then now,i'll continue it again..how sweet...thanx ibu for ur permission...luv u ahhh..hehe....the best mom dat i have...u r da most beautiful mom that i have..proud to have u as my mum...
i stopped my piano lesson when i was 11..u know why??haiyyyaaa..why u always want me to tell u everything??guess 1st la..ok la ok la..i'll let u know why...this was only bcoz of my "lion queen" music teacher..she used to hit my hand with the "drum" sticks jus bcoz of my simple mistakes...when she asked me to play a song, i used to glance to my fingers jus for once or twice. my "lion queen" teacher said,"u can't glance to your fingers okay...jus look at ur music note book"..haha..starting from dat day, i hate my teacher..but now,i miss her..she didn't only taught me piano lessons..but she taught me how to be a true pianist also...teacher tai lee lee,i'm sorry...teach me again plisss....miss my childhood so much..ibu sent me to kumon,music class,tuition and kafa class....when i was a child,i used to think that my ibu never try to understand me..sent me here and there.."can't u see dat i'm so tired???"..then i started to make problems...then ibu was so angry with me and made me quit from music class...but now, i just realize...why ibu did all these things to me...she wants me to be an independent, professional and flexible one..ibu always says,"farah,nothing is impossible..as long as u try it.."..mr toru kumon said dis also.."we'll never know something unless we tried it...so,give it a try"...
ibu did everything for me..she taught me how to be a strong one...how to do business....she taught me everything..she's da best teacher of my life..the 1st teacher of my life too.....oh yaaa..ibu's trademark..."winners never quit, quitters never win"...i'll always bare it in my mind...thanx ibu...miss u laaaaa....big n tight hugs for ibu...a lot of kisses too......
farah hazwani, can't wait for u...hehe...vacation,music class,"lepaking" are waiting for u too~....:)...with lots,millions and billions of love...oh nooo..almost forget to tell u..i already bought "kasut court"....bout 3.5 inch i guess...hehe...
There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real miser when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife, “When I die, I want you to take all of my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the ‘after life’ with me.”
And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him. Well, he died….he was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, “just a minute!!”.. She had a box with her; she came over with the box and put it in the casket.
Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away. Her friend said, “I know you weren’t fool enough to put all that money in ..there, in the casket …with your husband”. The loyal wife replied, “Listen, I can’t go back on my promise to him that I was going to put that money in the casket with him”. Her friend said, “You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him!! ”. the wife replied, “I sure did”. ”I got it all together, put it into my account and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it”.
Moral of the story…… “Women are cleverer than men”…hahaha..i likeeeee
There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real miser when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife, “When I die, I want you to take all of my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the ‘after life’ with me.”
And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him. Well, he died….he was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, “just a minute!!”.. She had a box with her; she came over with the box and put it in the casket.
Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away. Her friend said, “I know you weren’t fool enough to put all that money in ..there, in the casket …with your husband”. The loyal wife replied, “Listen, I can’t go back on my promise to him that I was going to put that money in the casket with him”. Her friend said, “You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him!! ”. the wife replied, “I sure did”. ”I got it all together, put it into my account and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it”.
Moral of the story…… “Women are cleverer than men”…hahaha..i likeeeee
Friday, May 28, 2010
Yana,
We started knowing each other 3 years ago,
Till now, we’re still friend, best friends,
And I keep,
Keep praying to God,
So that our friendship will be everlasting..Eternally,
This is because, I love you my dear friend.
Yana,
We sometimes don’t agree together,
But I want you to know,
I always respect your point,
Cause for me,
What is alright for you,
Then it's always alright for me.
Nana,
We used to giggle together,
Playing basketball together,
And everything, we used to be together,
This makes our friendship better,
And now,I want you to know,
How much I love you.
Nana,
When my light has faded away,
You bring back the sunlight into my day,
All of my times,
I’m proud to tell everyone,
That you are the best friend of mine..Forever,
Yana,
We used to share all our dreams,
We’ll make it by any means,
You used to make me laugh,
Every time you know I’m not happy,
You and me, will always rhyme together,
This makes us closer,
Yana,
You’ve taught me how to appreciate myself,
You taught me how to love myself,
Instead of loving someone,
Who doesn’t love me,
Thanks dear,
From now on, I’ll love myself
And u, also…
Yana,
You are one of the greatest gift,
That God has given to me,
Thanks God,
And I,
I’ll always appreciate you,
Taking care of you,
And loving you all the times.
SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY AAINAA LIYANA…
Big and tight hugs for u…
With millions of love too!!
Dear,
Our friendship started many years ago,
And now,
Though you are miles away from me,
I’m still…still thinking of you.
You are deep in my heart,
And you’ll always stay there..Forever.
Babe,
I’ll never forget the times that we had..
Laughing, talking and joking together,
The heartfelt discussions,
The good things and the bad,
Dude,
I hope one day u’ll whisper to my ears,
Saying that, “you are my best friend forever”,
This is only the start,
The friendship like ours,
Will always and could only get better,
No matter what, it’ll be better,
I promise….
Friend,
I hope you know how much I care about you,
Though you are miles away from me,
I’ll never forget to take care of you dear,
For we always sharing,
Our problem, our happiness and our everything,
We gonna be friends till the end,
And we’ll never ever be apart,
I promise…..
SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY DEAR DUDE…FARAH HAZWANI ABUBAKAR..
With millions of love…
Big and tight hugs for you too!!!!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
everything started when we were 13
i still can remember ur first smile
the beginning smile that made my heart melted
the smile that full of sincerity
the friendly smile
because of it, i fell in love
to be friend with u
after days and months passed
we knew each other better
this was because of u dear
ur first smile, ur style, ur everything
made me wanna be friend with u..till now..
we're destinied to be together, my dear
forever and everlasting..
no matter what..
i promise..i swear..
dear,
day by day passed..
month by month passed..
year by year passed..
but still,i can't forget our first meeting..
our first meeting and ur first smile..
caused us to be friend,gud friend..till now..
thanx a million dear..
for being my friend..
for me,i would rather say that we're sisters..
instead of saying that we're just friend,gud friend...
dear,
i pray to God..
every second, every minute and every everything..
for His blessing..
so that, our friendship will never end and eternally
this is because, I LOVE U DEAR....
specially dedicated to mekni@nor izyani...beloved friend of my life..:)
with millions and billions of love..oh yeah..i forgot...big n warm hugs for u too..:)
....xoxo....
dulu masa aku blajaq maen piano n organ, aku ada blajaq maen lagu tajuk jealous heart...haha...ok2..ni xdak kna mngena dgn lgu 2 pn...ok....pay attention pliss...aku pelik plus confuse...why la ada manusia mcm ni...ska btol sakit ati dgn aku...masalah besaq ni budak ni...budak yg dimaksudkn ni laki ok...kot la kalau aku ni laki,pas 2 nsem,xpa la gak nk jeles kt aku..ni aku ni pmpn....xdak kna mngena pn...xkn la aku nk tackle gf dy..haha..no3...aku normal...then,ibu slalu ckp wat xlyn je kt org cm 2...ati ska berdengki ni mmg ssh....dy rsa dy perfect tp x sdaq dri..org mcm 2 mmg loser...loser forever...dri stat msuk uia lg dy dok dengki dgn aku...tatau la paseipa...lase sem dy ada gak cri pasal ngn aku..aku mmg xtgok mka dy kot smpi final exam..pas 2 bley plak mntk maaf secara tbuka kt fb..kt wall aku plak 2..bajet x ego la 2...sorry la mamat..bg aku,beliau mmg xleh dimaafkn..lps ni xpyh nk mnyk2 maap..aku mmg xkn tgok dh mka dy....sorry la...aku dh smpi thp xleh nk maafkn n tgok mka dy...sblm ni aku sbr lg..sbr ja...biaq ja dy wat pa pn...tp bla dh pijak kpala,sorry la...trouble maker...mulut tatau jga..xdak insurans..rmi gak aku dgr org xpuas ati ngn dy..so it means bkn aku sorg jela..so aku kra normal la ni...keh3.....ok la kwn2...amek pngajaran kt sni ok....jgn ska cemburu dgn org...cmburu dlm study 2 elok..but mst la dgn cra yg btol..kalau kta cmburu org 2 leh score exam,kta kna la lawan dgn dy..bkn cri pasal dgn dy....cemburu dgn cra yg btol.....ok2....sekian...:)
Sunday, May 16, 2010
elloo suma org..slp2..assalamualaikim suma org(cpt jwb)...arini nk ckp psl faveret food plak...sejak 2 menjak ni,aku suka la sgt mkn pau...pau kt cafe human sciences department...sdp kot pau kt stu..kt tmpt len xsdp..sejuk...keras mcm batu...pau kt stu ja lmbut..empuk..ayu...eh2 mrapu da...ada mcm2 flavour...kaya,kari ayam,klapa,coklat,bbq ayam,kacang merah n mcm2 lg la..tp yg saya ska mkn kaya n bbq aya,...sdp sgt bha...shingga menggigit jari...ari2 mst nk g bli...xmkn nsk pn tapa..jnji dpt mkn pau...da mcm addicted plak..but dun worry..tiada drugs dlm 2..dijamin halal n selamat..ok2...sapa2 nk saya blnja pau ni,meh la uia..saya blnja...tp sorg satu ja..n kalau boley,mai sorg da la..xyah rmi2..haha..nty kering plak poket.i..haha...tdo mlm mmpi pau,bgun pg2 nmpk pau,nk smyg pn tringat pau..oh nooo...sy suda jatuh cinta dgn itu PAU.....
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
bila umur da msuk 21(xmsuk lg actually), soaln yg slalu org2 tny bese la...da ada special person ke??family ke,kwn2 ibu ke,spe2 ke mst tny soaln boring ni...hmm hello..1'm only 21 okay...bg org2 skrg ni,kalau umur 21 pn still single,kra mcm xlaku laa..haha...kata la apa nk kata..jnji aku bahagia...sy mau jd mcm itu maya dlm cter ADAMAYA...adam gojes...ibu tolg crikan pliss..but not now la...after i grad...aku ni jnis yg kuat c.e.m.b.u.r.u....so sgt xboley la nk ade ape2 relationship..sgt ssh...nty nk stdy pn dok pkir mcm2..ssh mcm 2..so aku pilih utk single smpi aku grad...ehehe...ada suka spa2 ke x???soaln apa ni??hmm lumrah manusia la 2...stiap org akn ada prsaan suka kt someone...tp as long as u can control it,control la...aku xnk berharap n bg hrpn...ssh mcm ni..wat msa ni ibu la dr love aku..haha...n ibu slalu control aku utk not to fall in luv tym study..tp kalau ter fall,i'm sorry ibu..hahahah.still got 3 years to go utk abeskn law degree ni...kna struggle abes la..kwn2 rpt aku majority still single..tgok3..km serupa.....ibu nk aku struggle n try da best utk dpt dean's list n JPA...so got to study hard la...so,bubbye love....see u next 3 years...:)...hihye study....
1)selalu la baca surah al-waqiah n surah ar-rahman...insyaAllah Allah akn murahkn rezeki kta..lps solat maghrib boley je nk bca..x ambik msa lma pn...15 minit cm 2 je..smntara tggu wktu isyak msuk 2,bca la surah2 ni...kalau kita boley bersembang rancak smpi 2,3 jam,npe nk bca surah ni dlm msa 15 mnit pn xboley kn..so renung2kanlah...
2)amalkan solat sunat dhuha...drpd masa terbuang cm 2 je,better wat solat dhuha..kalau free tym la..kalau xfree,x pe...x susah pn..2 rakaat je...ni pn salah satu rahsia kejayaan org2 yg bjya...ok renung2 kan n slmt beramal...:)
3)selalu lah bersedekah n buat amal jariah...selalunya org akn pkir yg duit dorg akn abes bla bersedekah..actually,bla kta bersedekah ke jalan yg Allah redhai,insyaAllah Allah akan memberi pulangan yg lebih bnyk n lumayan...insyaAllah...sedekah kn salah satu amalan yg pahalanya sgt bnyk n amalan yg kta akn bawa smpi ke akhirat..oleh itu,selalu lah bersedekah ke jalan yg Allah redhai..:)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
(sja2 layan lgu ni..but i'm not a jiwang one k...haha)
Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Ku merasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku
Dalam lubuk hatiku
Ku yakin kaupun sebenarnya tak
Inginkan lepas dariku
Tahukah kau kini ku terluka
Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku
Kau telah mencinta
Dan di cintai kekasihku
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa
Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku
Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berarti untukku
Lupakanku dalam hidupmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah Untukku
Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku
Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Kau yang bernama cinta
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Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart
Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, What are you saying
Said theres another, Look right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine mine
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine,mine (oh oh)
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe, we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And im in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
Im going down, down, down, dooown
And I just cant believe my first love would be around.
And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine
i jus got a great news...my auntie yg x brpa nk mcm auntie 2 will become a mama..hot mama..haha...can't wait for the coming lil baby...what should dat lil baby call me..auntie or kak farah...tringin nk jd auntie..haha..nk tggu anas hamzah lmbt lg la kn..ok la baby,u can call me auntie farah...n u kne speak english dgn mama dayah..haha....alahai cutenya....what about names...hmm kalau baby gurl,i would like to suggest dis nice name.."wardah humaira"..means reddish rose..bunga mawar kemerah merahan..alahai mst nty dy comey,lawa,gojes....ok kalau baby boy plak,adam zikril..sbb cter adamaya tgh top tym ni..mst handsome mcm adam...wah3...gojes2...sorry la daybong n pacik,i sgt excited ni...yela..dulu kcik2,daybong slalu maen2 ngn i..maen batu tujuh,zero point,masak2,lompat tikus,jengkek,guli n mcm2 lgla..but now,dy da nk jd hot mama...can't wait...daybong,nty aku beli gown colour pink utk lil baby...pas 2 nk bli hat putih or pink..bg dy pakai...great baby...sure lawa pnyalah bakal niece aku ni...
Saturday, May 8, 2010
I know we sometimes argue, and
I sometimes blow my lid.
But I still love you very much:
I'm only just a kid.
Sometimes I need to push against
The fences you erect,
Even though I know they're there
To shelter and protect.
I know you want the best for me
And to keep me from all harm.
I just want you to know I couldn't
Have a better mom.
How much I love you I can't say:
It's more than words can hold.
You're all at once my rich, red clay,
My potter and my mold.
Yours the words that shaped my voice,
The spirit within mine.
Yours the will that shaped my choice,
My fortune, and my sign.
How lucky I was to have had you
At the core of me!
Wise and good, you always knew
Just what I could be.
And so I came to be someone
Whom I could be proud of.
For this I give my swollen sum
Of gratitude and love.
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.
muakha 2 aku pn tatau nk explain cmna..lebey kurg mcm free tusyen plus guide la...wah3...sgt bes..kul 6 pg da kna bgun mdy dgn ayaq sejuk....xpnah2...1st tym utk sem ni...then kul 7.30 da bgerak ke skola2 utk ambik adik2 mentee kt skola..4 skola..gombak setia,gombak utara,taman selasih n taman samudra...tahap knkalan dorg boley thn la...mmg boley ptus kaki kalo xrmi mentor jga...program stat wif tazkirah...then sesi bca quran..nk tntukan level dorg...level 1 smpi 3....pas bca quran,slot intensive..tym ni dorg kna wat latihan wif mentors...sorg mentor kna jga lebey kurg 3 mentees...best2...subject mggu ni BM..aku da lma xblaja BM..kata gnti nama,kata nama am n khas...pny la pnt nk explain..sbb aku pn x expert sgt..ibu2 engkaulah ratu hatiku..ibu sgt expert bab2 BM ni ....kamus dewan bahasa bergerak...then bla da abes intensive class dorg g mkn,solat n maen explorerace..korg ingt akak2 n abg2 nk bg korg maen ske2 ke??explorerace yg berunsur education..stiap point kna wat latihan..karangan la,silangkata la..bkn mentee je tatau cmna nk wat..mentor pn sma sbb da lma xblaja BM..haha...pas ni mentor2 plak kna g blaja BM...pas 2 dorg g mn plus solat asar...dorg ni active yg teramat..tp nasib baek comey2...hihii...tmbh2 mentee aku n mentee yana...comey bangat...mentee aku sorg laki sorg pmpn..Izzah n Azmi...sgt comey...nk upload gmbq dorg tp internet lembab kn..so mmg xdak mood la nk upload...Izzah da pnah jmp..azmi bru 1st tym jmp td..pemalu...tp aku ska...then lps smyg aku g antar dorg blk skola masing2...lps antar dorg,trus tdo dlm bus..sdr dri..haha....penat kot...apa2 pn,muakha arini mmg happening la..hope next week pny muakha n next2 week pn happening...next week is english...ready to teach english plak..hope tadak masalah la mcm BM td...ok..sekian sy melaporkan berita sensasu utk arini...smile3..:)
Aku bengang dgn cintamu,aku rasa buang masa….tatau dh..haha…ok2..ni bkn pasal bengang dgn cinta monyet ye..tp bengang dgn monyet yg xmalu msuk dlm blk aku…yg peliknya,tgkap ttup rapat…siap lock lg..tp cmna monyet 2 boley msuk…persoalan yg xkn terjawab..adakah monyet itu seperti manusia yg pndi bkak tgkp yg terkunci or mmg bkn monyet pn yg msuk tp manusia…weird…..tp luckily,lappy aku dlm locker besi yg terkunci rapat…just katil aku yg empuk lg kemas(bangga sket) ja telah dicerobohi oleh monyet x bguna 2…nsb baek dy xbaling headphone yg ttgl atas meja stdy kt bwh..monyet kt uia ni pelik..dorg xsuka kacau mknn.tp suka kacau pen,laptop,mouse n handpone…monyet millennium…da bnyk fon yg dorg da musnahkan..yg xthn 2,dorg baling dri atas blk smpi jtuh atar tar…of kos la pecah belah fon 2..so notty2 la monyet ni…siap ko monyet..pasni aku cri ko smpi dpt…oooo lpa pulak….tym tgh kemas2 blk td,bru prasan buah pear n apple aku ilang…sah keja monyet 2….lpr sgt la 2…roti2 kt kiosk pn dorg suka curi…pas 2 ska kacau sisters kt swimming pool…ni monyet pelik ni….ok la…aku xksh sgt dy nk ambik apple n pear 2..ambik jela kalau nk..tp aku bengang sbb comforter aku yg tebal yg teramat 2 kna pijak dgn monyet….geli3…kna antar dobi xpasai2…duit lg 2…wlupn xmhl,ttp duit…sabarrrr…..then tym dy msuk 2,aku bru abes program dgn adik2 mentee…penat kott…..xrest lgsg..then smpi2 blk rumate aku ckp monyet msuk…xpasai2 nk kna sapu n mop bilik..da la kaki ktor..xpki kasut…haishh….bengang ni bengang….esok rutin harian aku bjalan spt biasa..memburu monyet wif kwn2 tcenta…siap ko monyet…ingt aku x cam ko ke??ko je yg keja msuk blk org ari2…
Friday, May 7, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
MuM
As a child I remember,
My mothers hands,
They were something to behold,
My tiny hands
Softly wrapped around just one finger
A feeling of sanctuary
Completely enfolded
In her beautiful hands
Her arms envelop me
Such a sensation of warmth
To be safe from the world
When I'm content in her arms
My mothers sweet kisses
On my cheek late at night
Make me feel like an angel
Wont let me out of her sight
A mothers love
It encases my soul
Gives me strength
Gives me shelter
When life is a storm
Even now that I'm grown,
I'll never feel alone,
Cause I know when I need it,
Her hands will be warm,
To surround me with comfort
In the eye of the storm.
I Am Someone |
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone |
Friendship Of The Souls
Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?
Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.
Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.
Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased
I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about
I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare
Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"Tani and Kerrie"
Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without a Kerrie, there is no Tani
I'm sorry, it just can't be done
For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!
"specially dedicated to all of my bestest buddies"
Promise Never To Untie
The tender words are spoken
Each body and soul bared
Told secrets over endless days
Often doing more than dared
New world beyond my door
With intrigued and intensity
Now we have shared our hearts
A bond now made it permanently
Facing our days made easier
Despite any type of weather
Each other's heart felt deeply
Both happy we stuck together
It took us little time and effort
The bonding as strong as glue
I now promise never to untie
The strings I have tied with you
The understanding of each other
Breaths to take, we breathe the air
As the relationship interchanges
Knowing our loving hearts are there
Now we are never left on the outside
Lovingly enter each others domain
Smiling. laughing and forever teasing
But forever friends we then became



- hadith number 1
"Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah), so each man will have what he intended. Thus, he whose migration (hijrah) was to Allah and His Messenger, his migration is to Allah and His Messenger; but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain, or for a wife he might marry, his migration is to that for which he migrated."
- hadith number 2
"While we were one day sitting with the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, there appeared before us a man dressed in extremely white clothes and with very black hair. No traces of journeying were visible on him, and none of us knew him.
He sat down close by the Prophet, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, rested his knee against his thighs, and said, O Muhammad! Inform me about Islam." Said the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, "Islam is that you should testify that there is no deity save Allah and that Muhammad is His Messenger, that you should perform salah (ritual prayer), pay the zakah, fast during Ramadan, and perform Hajj (pilgrimage) to the House (the Ka'bah at Makkah), if you can find a way to it (or find the means for making the journey to it)." Said he (the man), "You have spoken truly."
We were astonished at his thus questioning him and telling him that he was right, but he went on to say, "Inform me about iman (faith)." He (the Messenger of Allah) answered, "It is that you believe in Allah and His angels and His Books and His Messengers and in the Last Day, and in fate (qadar), both in its good and in its evil aspects." He said, "You have spoken truly."
Then he (the man) said, "Inform me about Ihsan." He (the Messenger of Allah) answered, " It is that you should serve Allah as though you could see Him, for though you cannot see Him yet He sees you." He said, "Inform me about the Hour." He (the Messenger of Allah) said, "About that the one questioned knows no more than the questioner." So he said, "Well, inform me about the signs thereof (i.e. of its coming)." Said he, "They are that the slave-girl will give birth to her mistress, that you will see the barefooted ones, the naked, the destitute, the herdsmen of the sheep (competing with each other) in raising lofty buildings." Thereupon the man went off.
I waited a while, and then he (the Messenger of Allah) said, "O 'Umar, do you know who that questioner was?" I replied, "Allah and His Messenger know better." He said, "That was Jibril. He came to teach you your religion.- hadith number 3
- hadith number 18
“Fear Allah wherever you may be; follow up an evil deed with a good one which will wipe (the former) out, and behave good-naturedly towards people.”
- hadith number 13
aku dgn dear frens mmg tatau dok diam..lps abes meeting GEMILANG, boley plak trun maen basketball..kul 12 mlm kot...smpi kul 1 lebey..xpuas la..sbb maen sejam ja..paling kurang b4 dis 2 jam..but it's ok la..jnji boley maen..stiap kali maen basket,mst ada kwn bru.td dpt kwn bru dri palestine..nama dy a'la..lawa..terer plak 2..tp kalah..haha..sorry la...da la maen ganas..tapa2..aku ska org maen ganas2 ni...xbes kalau maen lmbut2 ni...normal la 2 kalau maen basketball ganas2..paling kurg pn bola melekap kt mka..pas 2 jatuh tersembam...normal la 2...skit sat ja tuh..so spa nk maen basketball 2 tracksuit kna beli bnyk2 la..normal la 2 kalau koyak2 kt lutut..mcm rockers plak...tp bes...xsakit pn kn..hahaha...sorry ye team beruang..kalah..haha..xpe2 try next tym...memerang da best...huhahuha....luv u my ball n dear frens...
- agama(ketakwaan)
- keturunan(keluarga beriman)
- harta
- paras rupa
- Aainaa Liyana a.k.a Yana...
- Nik Nur Alyaa a.k.a Alyaa
- Ira Farhana a.k.a Ira
- Sri Habibi a.k.a bibi
- Siti Rosilah Mazli a.k.a MUN
- Faizah Husin Shokri...a.k.a zah
- Zulaikha Saidin..a.k.a.JUJU
- Farah Hazwani...a.k.a twin..
- Khairah Nadhirah..a.k.a.kayrahaha
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
- Wan Shamsudin b. Mohd Yusuf
- Che Latifah bt Hassan
- Wan Noor Ain
- Wan Noor Hayati
- Wan Iskandar Zulkarnain
- Wan Siti Nurbaya
- Wan Muhammad Hamka
- Muhammad Anas hamzah
- Muhammad Asyraf Hamzah
- Farah Dina Hamzah
- Hamzah bin Zakaria